Lady Brett Ashley

                                               
                                               


                                          

"Do you still love me, Jake?" "Yes," I said. "Because I’m a goner," Brett said. "How?" "I’m a goner. I’m mad about the Romero boy. I’m in love with him I think." "I wouldn’t be if I were you."  "I can’t help it. I’m a goner. It’s tearing me all up inside." "Don't do it" I said."I can't help it. I've never been able to help anything."(pg 187)

  I can't believe it, but I think I'm in love with Romero. After all the men I've been with, I've finally found someone who has so much strength and purity, both physically and spiritually. I'm so drawn to him and his talents that it's making me crazy. It's also killing me that Jake is still on my mind and how much he loves me. I still and probably always will have some feelings for Jake, but Romero is someone I might be willing to stick around with. I know it will hurt Jake so much if I choose to be with Romero but I can't seem to stop thinking about him. I've never been able to control myself when it comes to men. It's ripping me apart, that I have to choose between them and I'm such a goner because I'm falling so deeply for Romero.