"Couldn't we live together, Brett? Couldn't we just live together?"
"I don't think so. I'd just tromper you with everybody. You couldn't stand it."
"I stand it now."
"That would be different. It's my fault, Jake. It's the way I'm made."
I don't know why Jake keeps insisting about this! I've told him about a dozen times that it's impossible for us to be together. I'm not the type of woman that can stay with one man and be happy. I just... can't do it. Monogamy is just not in my plan! I need more than what he can give and he just doesn't want to accept that. If we were together, I'd probably just cheat on him- I can't help it! He wouldn't be able to bear it. It would break his heart and I couldn't do that to him. He's seen how I am. He knows that I don't do commitment, so WHY does he keep asking? It's not that I don't love him- he knows that I love him... but I just can't be with him. Why can't he understand?! It's nice to dream about... but in reality, it's really a very silly idea.
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