"Don't touch me" she said
"Please don't touch me"
"What's the matter?"
"I can't stand it?"
"Oh, Brett."
"You mustn't. You must know. I can't stand it, that's all. Oh, darling, please understand!"
"Don't you love me?"
"Love you? I simply turn all to jelly when you touch me."
"Isn't there anything we can do about it?"
I cannot do this with him anymore. Yes, I loved Jacob, I still might, but there's nothing I can do for him. Jake loves me and I know that, but he isn't enough for me. I have to move on. We aren't right for each other and he knows it well. I don't want to hurt him. I feel like its my fault we can't be together. I like broken people, but Jake's brokenness cannot be fixed. I just want to enjoy myself, the idea of being "in love" with one person frightens me, especially if they don't fulfill my needs. We just need to stay away from each other for a while so my emotions can even out. When I'm around him I feel like I'm going mad. He just needs to know that "we", even though it is a nice thing to think about, would never work out.
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